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Portal

by Cestra

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1.
AlpHa 03:05
There was I Then you Then us Forging fire from dust Breathe again aflame my love No sun burns bright enough No sun burns bright enough Open palms wait for your grace Once more caress I’ll take Oh the memory of your touch No sun burns bright enough No sun burns bright enough
2.
Monument 05:12
Portal opens Glimpses of canyons Motion deepens With bones spread out Radiant A way into this place Signs of revival emanate I tried holding it back But it’s inevitable Whether we collide or if we Falter It hurts This monument returns to dust I’ll wait in the fold I’ll free slaves with the bones I could make it alone But only you feel like home You feel like home Falter It hurts This monument returns to dust And in dust I’ll abide Whether we collide on the other side The sum of our parts made everything The sum of our parts made everything The sum of our parts wrecked everything The sum of our parts healed everything The sum of our parts saved everything
3.
Aeon 04:14
Cut me loose But I can’t get away from here My path is overgrown I’m just searching for a way to make it clear ‘Cause I’m a danger to myself You know I can’t stand it when I can’t have you And you need my blood to be fortified I ‘give you a meaning’ I get nothing back The psyche collapse Pollution in the human form Repulsed by your body You open your mind To let me inside Pollution in the human form Cling to her Until she touches then you’re always paralysed I can be anything you want but your lover Cling to him Feel him split and watch the reason leave my mind Obsession divine In it’s grip I am crucified I ‘give you a meaning’ I get nothing back The psyche collapse Pollution in the human form And oh, right there, right there, right there, right there, right there Dominate me till I don’t even care Oh if you reach for me I’m coming around again Oh if I reach for you you’re going to ground again Oh it’s an ecstasy to bleed out until we ruin ourselves Ruin Ruin every Ruin everything I’m a danger to myself You’re a danger to yourself It’s the thrill that makes us whole again I ‘give you a meaning’ I get nothing back The psyche collapse Pollution in the human form Repulsed by your body You open your mind To let me inside Pollution in the human form Oh right there, right there, right there, right there, right there Dominate me till I don’t even care
4.
Deep Space 03:55
Day Night I’m a toiler to the narrative Too lost to live Fail Fight Scrawl the pages full till it’s too late Suffocate The words I fear most are my own Crawling like fever in my home It sucks the life out of me Breathing in deep space I gotta kill it oh Kill it and take it’s place Ride down Hidden chambers that they impregnate Still and hide your blade Time wait Summon sisters to the incantate Disappear I say Right down right down till the fall I am master of it all The words I fear most are my own Crawling like fever in my home It sucks the life out of me Breathing in deep space I gotta kill it oh Kill it and take it’s place Oh it seems impossible To make it out at all The words I fear most are my own Crawling like fever in my home It sucks the life out of me Breathing in deep space I gotta kill it oh Kill it and take it’s place
5.
Meridian 03:49
Terrifying love Come to me Holy one Why won’t you leave Temper the pain And hold me now When you’re stood in your way Fear invades Just remember all unfolds in all reaction When you can’t see for pain Terror reigns Lean into the alchemy Allow it to be The more you try to give it to yourself The more you release The more you try to give it to yourself The more you complete The more you try to give it to yourself Temper the pain And hold me now The more you try to give it to yourself Temper the pain And hold me now When you’re stood in your way Fear invades Just remember all unfolds in all reaction When you can’t see for pain Terror reigns Lean into the alchemy Allow it to be You held the key And I believed You held the key And I believed Want to be one Disintegrate all this
6.
Blood Rites 04:21
Begin, begin Can you see the chariots are closing in I’m born to win Death or glory for this story I live in I visited desire today I’m burdened by my mind and I’m Feeling everything Feeling everything Take the fall Hit the mark wrecked it all Anaesthetised till I don’t know about it Fallen one if you fear your god you should run into the fire Destroyer, pariah Phantom Covered, cloaked and hidden in your lies Now you’re looking into my eyes Fortunes tell Your fortunes built till they fell I can anticipate the rage is coming In your cell I’ll invite you into my hell Where no one can see you And no one can tell Phantom Covered, cloaked and hidden in your lies Now you’re looking into my eyes Phantom Nothing you can do will stop the flood And we’re coming for blood Falter Collide with every step I’m at the bottom and I got nothing left Phantom We’re coming for We’re coming for your blood
7.
The winter of me has no end in sight yet Each bud upon my branches curled and tightened But in my dreams the spring will bring to me a revelation The rays that come from your touch coax me open Chroma kaleidoscope of colours unfurl Between this man, this boy This woman, this girl He’s summoning my summer Building heat Where we two meet as one He’s brighter than the sun My eyes caressing your form Are you with me lover Twin heart beat Your skin keeping mine warm Won’t you join me lover In my deep A thousand petals falling over our heads Cries unison announcing our little deaths The fall into each other We slip so deep we’re never coming back The colours fade to black My eyes caressing your form Are you with me lover Twin heart beat Your skin keeping mine warm Won’t you join me lover In my deep It’s raining down Inside This ice will melt My only demand Hold this flood in your hand Until you’re whole again Tear apart your form And be free
8.
Elision 03:55
Marked man Bleeding Meritorious I fall at the feet of the words you’re speaking Craven Breathing This elision holds far more weight than the words before it Water wants to run But you drown in the depths and the fear took your tongue Still life finds a way My love you cannot speak of it But there’s a language for this You split the sun to exist All alone in the dark place Every move you make with grace But they’re tearing at your mind And they’re pulling you inside To the things you cannot face Into the sun Where the dreaming, feared-separate souls become one So burn My love you cannot speak of it But there’s a language for this You split the sun to exist Pandora has you by the neck But you made a language for this Your crucifixion and gift Every sound is a sacrifice Open flower-like to the light New dawning Watch the old ways break My love you cannot speak of it But there’s a language for this You split the sun to exist Pandora has you by the neck But you made a language for this And I’m learning to speak it
9.
Aurelian 06:26
Mortal souls Blended by time and gold The strong arms that held on Release the form Hours crumble monoliths to dust And hours build monuments to love And in every tear The heart of repair In every tear The heart of repair In every tear The art of repair Embrace the course this takes We leave with grace Hours crumble monoliths to dust And hours build monuments to love And in every tear The hope for repair In every tear The hope for repair In every tear The dawn of repair Could it be, could it be, could it be Too delicate to endure Could it be, could it be, could it be More beautiful than before And wild hearts must Wild hearts must be
10.
Reunion 04:36
Wake up The way is gone Who holds the void holds it all Fragile ships thrown upon the waves Shackled to the rise and fall I ask it why I ask it why I ask it why I see but cannot feel the light Born to destroy all of creation I was ready to burn and bury the dirt of it But I’m a diamond Under pressure the thoughts of the familiar collapse I bleed self till there’s nothing left There’s nothing left Nothing but breath Signifying my death The Light

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released August 7, 2020

All songs by Kat Marsh

Produced by Pete Miles and Kat Marsh at Middle Farm Studios

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